“How far is too far?” is one of the most famous questions I receive after I give a class or seminar on sexual purity.
Of course kissing is the number one topic most people ask to know “how far is too far”.
“Is French kissing a sin” or “Is kissing more than three and half second a sin?”
The one question which threw me out of my seat the first time I heard was: “If I have a sleepover at my boyfriend’s place but don’t have sex, is that still considered a sin?”
It made you think twice, didn’t it?
Let’s settle something here. Sin reflects the condition of our heart! It is not whether unmarried people decide to sleep together or not; rather it is whether those people love and worship God with all their minds, hearts, and souls, or not.
We ask such a question when we get drunk with the lust of our flesh and decide to follow a written code of conduct rather than the Spirit of God. When we start checking stuff off of the “list of things” we should do and not do, we fall into legalism and fall short of the grace of God that is revealed in Jesus Christ.
You see, we deny God in our hearts first. While we deny God and His word, we may still come to church to sit in a pew or stand behind the pulpit to preach/teach, sing or lead worship or all of the above. Then our actions slowly but surely reveal what had been in our hearts for so long.
By the time we start to ask “how far is too far” kind of questions, we’ve already informed God that we are okay to do life without Him.
When we follow Christ closer, we don’t ask such a question. Instead, we ask: “How can I be closer to Jesus than I am now?” And, regarding sin, we ask God in prayer: “Lord, take the center of my heart, my soul, and my life so I will only be Yours.”
After all, sin is nothing but disbelief; sin is an expression of worship which is offered up to gods other than the true God – idolatry!
When we start a discussion about how to do sex or kiss our girl/boyfriend without sinning against God, we are already in darkness, and we can’t ask the enemy not to influence us or our actions with his moral values since we are standing in his territory. The moment we start a discussion with our flesh and the devil, we lose the battle.
Eve already lost the battle when she started a discussion with the devil to know “how far is too far” (Genesis 3). The Bible doesn’t say that Eve first saw and desired the fruit. Eve first started wondering if there was a way to go against the word of God and still keep on living. She questioned the goodness of God. Disbelief took over her heart. She put God to a test to see if He after all was holding something good away from her. She doubted Him if He indeed had her best in mind. Eve lost the battle and sinned against God when she started to question the goodness of God and came closer to the forbidden tree.
My friend, do you ask questions such as: “How far can I go with sex without sinning against God?” Or, “How much can my boyfriend touch and kiss me without us sinning against God”?
If you do, my dearest, you are already out of the grace of God. You’re lost! I know there are only a few people who can bluntly tell us as it is: “Beloved, you are lost”. Well, let me be one of those few people in your life and say this to you as a couple people said that to me few years ago! If you start a discussion on how to do sin nicely and beautifully, you are lost!
At this point, don’t worry about doing and not doing anything from your list of things. Rather, concentrate on renewing your fellowship and covenant with Christ. Come back to your first love so that you can clearly see and understand beyond the shadow of a doubt what you are doing with your life. Of course you need one or two Christians to come to rescue you from yourself but you also need to seek the face of God in prayer; open your Bible as if you’ve never done that before and sit down and study the word. Let me leave you with this passage:
“You say, ‘I am rich; I have acquired wealth and do not need a thing.’ But you do not realize that you are wretched, pitiful, poor, blind and naked. I counsel you to buy from me gold refined in the fire, so you can become rich; and white clothes to wear, so you can cover your shameful nakedness; and salve to put on your eyes, so you can see.” (Revelation 3:17-18)
Do you know what “salve” is? In olden days, they used salve to treat eye infections. When you have an infection in your eyes, you can’t see clearly.
So, for you and me, our salve is the revealed word of God. It is “salve” to our sin-inflicted and infected eyes. It is the word of God, my dear, which is a lamp to our feet and a light to our path (Psalm 119:105) so we can see where we’re heading. Don’t wander around trying to find if there is any other way than the Way of God. Silence your soul with the word of God. ///